reality is truly scaring meee

okay, so for english we have like this mondo important packet due and it cannot be late b/c pastuer is in the hospital. I've kinda started on some of it but I have like a bulk of it left.
I have to write an essay and 5 poems and some worksheets and shit.
it's not alot but the essay and the poem requires my complete concentration and i've been so sidetracked lately.
i'm not looking forward to doing it but imma get some out of the way tonight.

i also have this stupid ass packet shit for klawoon but i think thats due when we come back.

i have to make sure i apply for FAFSA during the first week of january.

i also have to like start studying for bio again.
like i have everything i need to do on my mind.

i've been so lazy with everything.
tisktisk

i need to go to my bank and give them a mofo copy of my acceptance letter so i can get my damn credit card.
gahh!

[ughh, i'm typing my moms stupid essay shit]

Ooo, so me and cia have an addicted to these specific chocolates.
I like york mints and she likes there lindt chocolate balls.
so everyday after school we'd go to 7-eleven and buy some.

so like my freshman [devil] surprised us with like uber early xmas presents.
he bought me a big bag of york mints and her a big bag of that nasty ball shit.
haha

that was so sweet.
and being as though i was mad at him he redeemed himself.
woot.

i kept pinching his cheeks
hardy har har

but anyway, as i'm on the cpu im just gonna leave a new post blog tab open so i can like jot my thoughts down as i go.
so i'm drowning my kugfeugfeuigfe in music.
i really like line and sinker right noww. =]

i wanna crawl in a hole and let maggots eat me a live.
lol, i thought that sounded cool.

i'm really clicking w/ k right now.
only for the sole reason that everything i say she agrees with me.
like i could say i think green octopuses should inherit the earth and she would think it was the awesomest thing ever.
that girl adores me.
and during this funk, i need a little fan at the moment.

[here goes that shaking again]
bleh, i feel nauseous. =/


time to be productive...
geez i love this blog soo much better.

*added*
so i'm doing my hamlet hw and i find Shakespeare's quotes soo interesting.
i really like this one..
"...one may smile, and smile, and be a villain"
ahhh, pertains to my situation so well.

smh, i keep updating this blog.
so yeah, i'm feeling a little better,
since people like dropping bombs in my face.
tisk.

but lol, this shakespeare stuff is making me really excited.
ahh, i'm such a lame.

ooo, i talked to my guidance counselor and he was lecturing me about needing to know what exactly i wanna do in psych and that i need to have the mind set to plan on getting my phD.
gahh, too much to take in.
which reminds me i have to send my waiver in to clarion.

so yeah, i def need to get my shit in order.

lol, okay this will be my last time updating..
originally i had something else in mind but now
this will be my permanent blog and my other one will be in complete privacy,
well not complete but 99.9% complete.
*points at you*

so yeah,
bam, i'm done.

lmao,
okay i lied.
this is really sad,
i feel like i'm venting alot.
ahh,
2009 = new beginnings.
i stole, but hey...

hardy har har:

K00L kidnatx3: i need to release some frustration and murder somebody

K00L kidnatx3: !!!!

e m j a y o a t h: u need to get a hobby where u release ur frustrations

K00L kidnatx3: like shooting people?

okay this mouse is screwing me over, so i'm def done now.