patrolling! they tryna catch me ridin dirtyy.

so i'm in a good mood.
yelling and acting like an idiot really does wonders.

lmao;
so i'm being a lame listening to chamillionaire riding dirty.
hardy har har
i love this song.
*turns it back on*

i'm gonna title this blog after it.
haha

but anyway,
i kinda forced myself to have a good day b/c i refused to sulk any longer.
i had a week and now that week is over.

i feel like i have to improve my life to my satisfaction.
and sadly i wasn't satisfied, and now i know that,
so now i'm gonna fix it.

i really wanna improve myself.
i think every time morgs goes through something she makes me reflect back on myself.

i really wanna cut my hair.
and thats def gonna happen.

but now i'm thinking about piercings.
mostly my ears right now.
i plan on wearing studs and putting my 4 holes to use.
[no pun]
when or around the time i get my hair cut i'm gonna buy some and get my eyebrows arched.

it's just i want to be a little diff.
i don't wanna be so our there and get noticed but then again i do.
i want to be noticed w/o having to be so out there w/ my clothings.
i wanna be kinda simple.

but i lovee how i am.
but i can't dress like that forever.
maybe my hair will cause me to change a little and still be the same
so we'll see about that.

urmm, i was thinking about exercising and all that good stuff.
but i'm too fuckin lazy.
i tried it b4 and i know i won't stay committed.
imma just cut down on how much i eat and junk.

exercising and me don't mix.

so me and my friend k we're talking about di and how everybody used to like him.
including herself, d and c

lmao, i was getting jealous even though i didn't like him that much back then.

i keep listening to old ass music.
now i'm listening to pinks first cd.
i loved that shit.
mann,i still have the cd even though it skips a bit.

but anyway,
i'm enjoying having this composure.
although theres things i don't feel so sure about,
it's like what do i wanna do..?

sulk about it, and whine about not being happy?
or fix that shit and move on w/ my life?!

i wanna go by the words of the millionaires "live life"
life is too short to worry about our fuckin miseries.
i wanna have a pure positive aspect on life.
having peace in my life.
as unrealistic thats what i believe.

but mann,
i need to get rid of this little cold shit that i have still harboring my throat.

i can't sing like i used to.
though i like this voice.
I CAN'T FUCKIN SING!!
it's so irritating.
ugh ugh ugh

i'm cominggg out,
so you better get this party started!
hehe, euphoria out.
<3