dear pacific, won't you take me away?

sooo, today has been a dayyyyy and it's not even over yet.
i actually anticipated for a good day but apparently that didn't happen.

i started to think.
so i have this intuition about something,
and normally when i have an intuition it comes out to be true.
and even though i'm yearningggg for me to be proven wrong

i kinda know that it's not gonna be.
bleh.

i got alot off my chest today.
though i still need to continue,
i guess it'll do for now.

i was being a bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch
ughhhhhh.

i guess it's good for venting but i need to change that shit.

so i was talking to one of my friends today about some of the shit that has been bothering me and it kinda shocked me that she felt the same way too.
[although she kind of strayed off of topic talking about shit i didn't care about...]
but it made me feel kinda more sympathetic for her.
i notced that she felt the same way but instead of caring
and trying to rectify the situation i didn't.

ahh, and my other friend feels the same way too.
i hate that i noticed it but never said anything.
i kinda feel bad about it.

i seriously need to undergo a fast metamorphosis!

shitfuck.
and my shaking started again.
like i was thinking it isn't as serious as i make it out to be,
but i can't help it..
it's really something i HAVE to get over.

and i know tuesdays not gonna be any better.

tiskti sk,
my eyes are blood shot red.
sigh, i'll update later,
hopefully my day gets better.
=/

ahh, okay i feel a little better.
i'm just waiting for my eyes to recover.
blehbleh

morgs motherfuggin left me at her house.

[is it weird that i feel like an eggplant?]
hardy har har.

so yeah, bam sam.

mann,
i'm bout tired as a rats ass.

ahh, so i feel MUCH better now.
after dwelling on it like all afternoon,
i decided to forget about it.

i have yet to talk to my sig and boom about this issssh.
but it's all good for real.

i need to stop talking 'hood' b/c it's becoming a habit.
hardy har har.

ughh,
niggas gave me some bullshit ass discussion i have to do for tuesday.
i really don't wanna do that shit
but blehfuckingbleh.

ahh,
the sig♥ & di♥
i love you guyssss &junk.
=]

ooo, i'm 300 bucks richer!
i'm uberly pump.
agah!
my FATHER comes in handy for something.
[see i said father for a change]
=]

yeah, so i'm starving.
peace<3