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good grief.
i never realized how anxious i am.

mannn,
i can't wait till school is over!

i feel like theres so much limitations on me right now,
i just can't wait to embrace a little freedom.
like i'm actually gonna be going to a diff state.
although it's not gonna be that far,
it'll still be away from home.

i'm anxious to see how i'll cope,
and how much my life will change.

ahhh,
these months can't go by fast enough!

so i'm freakin looking at piercings and junk.
i always have this random urge that i wanna stab my ears.
lol
like if i could i would pierce my ears myself.
agah!
but being as though i have short hair i and i can't hide them,
nor take it out when i go to church so thats not gonna happen.

mann,
i want 3 more piercings in my cartilages so i can gauge them.
i want my nose!
i'm actually contemplating my lip nowadays.

ooo,
and i wanna get inked up too!!

i want the word PEACE across my inner left wrist
i wanntttt CHANGE on one of my fingers like rihanna
&i want small stars like rihanna in the same place as chris brown!

agah!
so my mom is yelling for gawd knows what reason.
she's been very cranky lately.
so i'm fuckin out for realllll!

oh btw,
i'm in a rather dandy, upbeat and pump mood.

hehe,
peace<3