i'm JUMPING out the window with this one!

omgah!
i have so much to sayyy!

man,
i fuckin started shaking.
wtf is wrong with me?

okay!
agah!

I kind of took a a step back and analyzed everything.
I'm realizing that I'm actually making an effort to changing what I wanted changed.

Not everything,
but the main important one...

I'm pretty comfortable with myself right now,
not fully, but it's getting there.
i've had personal improvements.

[hmm, pizza fries! =]]

like i unintentionally do this thing where I pick and choose where I act like myself and where I just sit there based on my environment.
i'm pretty sure i'm not the only person who does that,
but it fricken bugs me.

...but now i'm making adjustments to that.

However, I think i'm making a couple of things awkward.

i was gonna vaguely say this,
but idc anymore.
lol

things are really drifting w/ me and di.
ha, and i thought i was the only one who noticed it.
idk, i think things are kinda weird now.
we don't even talk that much anymore... =/
but bleh.
maybe things will get better.

Man, things have been so boring.
i need some positive excitement.
ooo, tell me that i won $3000 or that like my 'purple' theory has followed through.
hehe

speaking of 'purple'!
boys do nothing for me right now except for di.
&i've become like reallly informally infatuated w/ her.
i think it's b/c she reminds me of rihanna and i'm kind of on her right now.
but gahgahgahgah
one day! one day!
don't kill my dreams.
=]]]]]

i really aspire to be a hippie
or something close to it!
i think i have a hippe type of nature,
right?
lol, idk why it intrigues me so much.

like don't hippies think unrealisticly or some shit;
like everything is gonna resolve to peace, love and happiness?
i think that!!!!
hmph.
*folds arms*

i don't think they curse alot though,
&i wanna have a sailor mouth.
gahgah

ahh, so today when me and my mom were walking out of walmart this old homeless guy asked us for some spare change.
i don't see how people can just say no and walk away knowing that they have some extra money in their pocket.
everytime someone less fortunate than me ask me for a dollar or two i feel really bad if i don't give it to them.
gahh, like i couldn't say no to the man!!

my mom said it had to do w/ me being a christian which led to a blahblah christian lecture.
but i just think it's b/c i have a big heart and i'm sticking with that!
thats hippie like right?
sadsad.

me and mom aren't necessarily 'close'

i notice that how morgs and her mom are really close,
she tells her mom everything.
i don't have that with my mom.
like i don't really tell her any personal junk.
i kinda keep it generic with her.

idky i don't tell her anything.
hmmm.
thats needs to CHANGE!

i try sometimes. =/

but today when me and my mom were at the hair salon,
i felt mother daughterly bonding going on!
hehe, it was grand.

speaking of my hairrr,
agah!
i went to this new guy.
i mainly wanted to go to him b/c he doesn't use gel at all,
and i fricken hate gel,
i hate how it makes my hair feel.
and it dries my scalp.

so likeee i got him to do my hair.
and it's niice and all.
but the only fricken thing is the front of my hair looks like something formally done for a presidents wife!
>;o

lol, like wtf was he looking at when i showed him my rihanna picture?
it's not bad, but it doesn't look edgy!

but i really wanna go back to him b/c of the no gel thing!!
imma need him to be on his game!

but i'll deal.
beggers can't be choosers.

my sis bday is next weekend.
now that i have a job i can get her something pretty sweet.
i'm still thinking about what that is...
we have the same taste,
but i don't wanna get her something i might like too
b/c we'd pretty much end up sharing it.
tisktisk.
so i'm still thinking.

ooo, one more thing!
music.
my insanley uber cool music has been making me feel pretty strong lately.

i think it's kind of weird b/c it isn't al x. j.
i actually haven't listened to her in a while,
b/c she annoys me right about now.
but that always happens.

but anyway,
yeahh.
like ahh.
musicmusicmusic.
makes me feel somekindaway.

whew,
i feel extremly oppy!

*checks*

yeahh, i'm pretty much done.
idk when imma blog again.

*edited*
ohhh btw;
me and cia saw this hawtness guy on the bus today.
lol, boom wanted us to take a pic.
of course that didn't happen.
cia was about to poop in the bottle &shit.
lmfaoooo!
hehe,
but yo had a girl.
tisktisk.

i'm done. =]

peace <3

[!][!][!][!]

good grief.
i never realized how anxious i am.

mannn,
i can't wait till school is over!

i feel like theres so much limitations on me right now,
i just can't wait to embrace a little freedom.
like i'm actually gonna be going to a diff state.
although it's not gonna be that far,
it'll still be away from home.

i'm anxious to see how i'll cope,
and how much my life will change.

ahhh,
these months can't go by fast enough!

so i'm freakin looking at piercings and junk.
i always have this random urge that i wanna stab my ears.
lol
like if i could i would pierce my ears myself.
agah!
but being as though i have short hair i and i can't hide them,
nor take it out when i go to church so thats not gonna happen.

mann,
i want 3 more piercings in my cartilages so i can gauge them.
i want my nose!
i'm actually contemplating my lip nowadays.

ooo,
and i wanna get inked up too!!

i want the word PEACE across my inner left wrist
i wanntttt CHANGE on one of my fingers like rihanna
&i want small stars like rihanna in the same place as chris brown!

agah!
so my mom is yelling for gawd knows what reason.
she's been very cranky lately.
so i'm fuckin out for realllll!

oh btw,
i'm in a rather dandy, upbeat and pump mood.

hehe,
peace<3

do you remember a time when we were so alive?

ahakahakaha;
cake eater!

ahhh, nothing really new has been going on
so i'm trying to cease blogging.

i'd rather not blog about the same things over and over.

smh, i started this blog around 5
and it's almost 5:30 and this is all that i have lol.

i forgot i was blogging.
tisktisk.

ahh,
idk, these last couple of days have been pretty peachy.

i don't even wanna try to count how much money i spent over the weekend.
but i can't wait to wear my clothes!!

my hair is like sooo dirty.
lmfao.
i need a perm and junk.

thank gawd that shit is getting tamed friday.

my dad is trying to come over here more and more often.
maybe he think things are gonna be toned down a little since he threw out a few hundred bucks on each of us.
pssfttt.
not gonna happen.

like agah,
today me and my sis ordered sushi.
and as SOON as the delivery guy came and we opened the door he was standing RIGHT behind him.

gahh,
what an amusing coincidence.
that nigga wasn't even suppose to come over today!

but anyway,
i've been in a very antisocial mood lately.

ugh, like i hate when people that i don't talk to on a regular basis try to have a conversation with me b/c i get so annoyed.
i feel like i have to be all entertaining and engaged in the convo,
when i'm not.

ughughugh,
like someone just IMed me mannn.
i knew i should have signed out!
lmfao.
sadsad.

[okay well it's not that bad now]

luckily i'm not sad or anything.
i'm kinda in a tranquil state if you will.

i'm so sick of being frustrated worrying about junk.
i wish that wasn't an emotion.

gahgahgah,
i have nothing to blog about anymore,
i went blank.

i'll def add more later,
i guess.

[i always say that but i nvr do]
tisk.

dear pacific, won't you take me away?

sooo, today has been a dayyyyy and it's not even over yet.
i actually anticipated for a good day but apparently that didn't happen.

i started to think.
so i have this intuition about something,
and normally when i have an intuition it comes out to be true.
and even though i'm yearningggg for me to be proven wrong

i kinda know that it's not gonna be.
bleh.

i got alot off my chest today.
though i still need to continue,
i guess it'll do for now.

i was being a bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch
ughhhhhh.

i guess it's good for venting but i need to change that shit.

so i was talking to one of my friends today about some of the shit that has been bothering me and it kinda shocked me that she felt the same way too.
[although she kind of strayed off of topic talking about shit i didn't care about...]
but it made me feel kinda more sympathetic for her.
i notced that she felt the same way but instead of caring
and trying to rectify the situation i didn't.

ahh, and my other friend feels the same way too.
i hate that i noticed it but never said anything.
i kinda feel bad about it.

i seriously need to undergo a fast metamorphosis!

shitfuck.
and my shaking started again.
like i was thinking it isn't as serious as i make it out to be,
but i can't help it..
it's really something i HAVE to get over.

and i know tuesdays not gonna be any better.

tiskti sk,
my eyes are blood shot red.
sigh, i'll update later,
hopefully my day gets better.
=/

ahh, okay i feel a little better.
i'm just waiting for my eyes to recover.
blehbleh

morgs motherfuggin left me at her house.

[is it weird that i feel like an eggplant?]
hardy har har.

so yeah, bam sam.

mann,
i'm bout tired as a rats ass.

ahh, so i feel MUCH better now.
after dwelling on it like all afternoon,
i decided to forget about it.

i have yet to talk to my sig and boom about this issssh.
but it's all good for real.

i need to stop talking 'hood' b/c it's becoming a habit.
hardy har har.

ughh,
niggas gave me some bullshit ass discussion i have to do for tuesday.
i really don't wanna do that shit
but blehfuckingbleh.

ahh,
the sig♥ & di♥
i love you guyssss &junk.
=]

ooo, i'm 300 bucks richer!
i'm uberly pump.
agah!
my FATHER comes in handy for something.
[see i said father for a change]
=]

yeah, so i'm starving.
peace<3

shed the old and become anew.
what once held you back,
don't let it hold you any longer.

it's time to spread your wings and explore.
live life to your fullest.
set new boundaries for yourself
GROW. KEEP GROWING
grow till you can't grow anymore,
like they say the sky is the limit.
so try and reach the sky...

my heart is screaming, w/o a sound!

lalalala;
i'm in an abnormally terrific mood.
which is pretty odd b/c i wasn't so happy earlier.

so i realized the reason why my firefox was being a dick
was b/c i never added the updates on there.

ahh, like i haven't updated that shit in ages.
but now that i did everything looks so much coolerrrr

seee:


ahh,
so my mom was gonna take me driving tomorrow.
but i wanna get my credit/debit card b/c i want these shoes!





lol, thats sad.
so i'm gonna plead with her to take me to my bank tomorrow.
all i have to do is show them my acceptance letter and bam
i'm in thereeee like swimwear!
[haha, i always wanted to say that!]

woo, i haven't stayed up this late in like forever.
i miss itttt.
i'm trying to force myself to go to sleep earlier now so that i won't be sleepy during school.
it's been going kinda okay.

&whats makes it even better is that my sis is over her friends house
so i'm all aloneeeeeeee!

umm,
i'm over my frustration.
wooooo!!!

haha,
i just remembered i have hw to do.
tisktisk

ahh, okay i have nothing to say.
imma finish watching the real world now =]

MORGAN MOTHERFUCKING ALEXANDER
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

santa seemed to miss my chimneyyy

woooo!
i had a super day yo man dawggg.

=]]]]]

this pass week has been great.
my method is really making a positive difference for me.
next week i really do have to balance it.
but i'm pump for right now =]

hmm, i think i'm gonna make this blog public again.
i was gonna wait till sunday,
but i mean i can always make it private again if i want to
hmph.

haha,
i have to check my phone note.
*checks*

ooo, i got my hair did!

ahh, so like i was saying today was pretty cool.
i love than pb drives.
lol, it makes me wish i would have been more concerned about getting my license beforehand
but oh well.

ahh, we went to ihop,
and i had my first omelette ever.
lol, even though i was told it smelled like musty pits.
lmfao.
it was good.

[haha, i let my mom is watching the little RHS track tv thing and she keeps screaming every time pb and di come on]

but anyway,
we went to the mall,
and got kicked out,
gah but i was nothing big.

ohh, haha,
we made boom check and see what time the mall opened,
and then like when she got up to the building pb
drove off and boom started running after the car.
lmfaoooooooo;
i was dying!
i almost peed on myself.

but hanging with them was too awesome for words.
it realllly made me take my mind off of stuff.
like really!
though its currently on my mind now.

ooo, and i didn't shake!
like i think i shook like twice this whole week and it was pretty minor.
maybe b/c there was a smaller amount of people.
but i'm growing to become comfortable.

i'm content,
and i have no complaints,
theres only room for improvement. =]

ahh, so i was thinking about something but it isn't as significant as it was around the time i was thinking it.
like if i were to blog about it, it would be blah.
maybe next time.
mann, i hate when that happens.

hmm, to recap on my current frustration.
i'm trying to take what my siggy said into account.
it's extremelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hard,
but gah, it's out of my hands.

*thinks about method*
must balance!

urmmm,
ahh, my gauge hasn't been hurting since kevon made it bleed.
maybe it needed to bleed,
idk.
it only hurts when some fuckin black person smashes my ear.

agah, i have to take it out for church tomorrow.
i wonder how thats gonna go.

so bam,
i need to edit my blogs from the past two days and i'm done.

peace<3

somekindaway.

sigh.
initially i was really elated.
i had a wonderrrrrful day today,
but now i'm really upset.

ugh, let me get it out of the way.
my 'current frustration' escalates every motherFUCKIN day!

it's really pissing me off
i'm so upset,
i'm like on the verge of shedding emotions in the form of liquid but i don't want to b/c thats for bitches and i told myself i wasn't gonna cry over this.

ahh, too late.

but moving on,
today was pretty sweet.
me, kayla, candice, and cia were playing slapjack today and it was so awesome.
i was acting like a crackhead tryna slap the cards cause kayla kept winning.
but i got one hand though!!
=]

and SGAAAAAA!
agah!
it was so awesome.
even though it was dead.
the important people came today.
i can't wait for the lock-in.
weeeeee.

soo me and pb are much much much more better now.
i'm trying not to talk about what i'm not suppose to talk about with her and focus on other stuff and ask her about herself,
and it seems to be going fine.
we had like a real deep talk today.
i love herr.

ughhh shitfuck,
i keep thinking about it!

so tomorrow we finally go to ihop and i finally get my hair done!
i guess thats encouraging.

okay well i'm done.
i lost my mood to blog. =[

hmm, i wonder what imma do to these blogs when i make this thing public again...

back to my roots.

i really need to shutdown my cpu b/c my firefox refuses to load up.


okay, so i have a quit rant and a little change to make.
so here we go:
so today while i was at work i was thinking that i need to actually start putting effort into making the change that i actually want for myself.
i keep saying how much i yearn for a change but i nvr make an effort to do it.

it's like me back when i used to say i go headstrong but then i loose track and fail.

i started on the outside but not on the inside.

sooo,
this blog is gonna go completely private until i get myself in order.
i'm not moody or sad or w/e.
i'm THINKING!
going back to my roots i guess.

so yeah,
i guess being on the front end
and taking a bleach bath does wonders.
*points @ di*

so my quick rants.
i think this whole empowering thing has come over me b/c of my 'current frustration'
i'm enraged for the reasons...
ya know....
yeah bam.

and theres nothing i can do about it
so imma start concentrating my time on MYSELF!

i think i've been missing out anyway.
get back some old stuff.
ya know...
i need to go back to my roots.
haha, i kinda like that,
so thats the name of my blog.

i'm capable of achieving anything i put my mind to,
but i ALWAYS loose track b/c of me being lazy, giving up or w/e.

gahh,
normally 'this' would be over now,
i tend to reminisce all the time.
i linger on the pass.
i hate lingering.
hattteee it.

...maybe thats good for a reason,
but i shouldn't do it all the time.

[wtf, why is there fireworks outside?]

i'm growing as a person.
i'm growing into my mold,
i need to be about me,
but not SO SO much.

so today was my last wednesday working and boy am i happier than ever.
working on wednesdays kills me.

this pass week has been pretty cool.
normally i treat days as like extra short,
and like i have no time to pack everything i wanna do in it.

like when i come home,
i would normally go to sleep, and then like wake up,
chilllll, do hw.
and then get on the cpu or some shit,
and that would be my day.

but nowadays it feels so much longer.
one of my customers told me that today.
hmm

i got so many name compliments.
i wish i would have gotten that when i was younger,
it would have helped my self esteem sooo much.

ooo, so i was also thinking about my shy nature.
like idu why i get so shy around people that i barely know or just met.
like i normally don't engage in convos with my customers but something came over me today and i did! =]]

like i remember last year when me and morgs we're talking to one of her friends thats came back to the school to visit,
i got so shy acting when she was talking to me for like no apparent reason.
gahblah!

i can't help it,

my freakin back hurts and i'm typing as fast as i can b/c i really wanna lay in my bed.

but yeah,
when i talk to someone new or diff,
i get tongue tied,my lisp gets thicker...
it's ridiculous.

but hmm,
i just wanted to do this b4 i went to sleep otherwise i would have been thinking about it all night.

you see how fast i was typing when i decided to make this blog private.
[..well you can't seee but yeah. =]]
odddd.

smfh.
gnite<3

when you see bananas on the road stop before you spill your kool-aid!

okay, so i really should be going to sleep.
but being as though i get to sleep 45 minutes later and i'm on this super cool laptop,
it'll be okay.

today was pretty sweet if i must say.

i finally had a near death experience!
lmfao.

today heather took me, cia, and kayla to mcdonalds.
and when we were coming out of kaylas drive thru,
the car just so happened to stop working.
how great.
so we started rolling and go stuck in the street.
lmao, so my first instinct was to scream
because like cars were coming down the street and crap
and i kinda freaked out pb.
but all was well in the end.
i think it was b/c her car didn't have time to warm up,
but a lesson was learned.

hmm, soo the rest of my day was cool.
even though i had a wack ass lunch!

urm,
ooo, i didn't shake today!
i'm sure that'll change as the week goes by
i was pretty comfortable today. =]]]
i hope tomorrows the same. =/

oh fucking yeah!
i lost my $1.09 pack of gum.
omfg, it was a full pack of the orange trident shit,
and i was pissed as ever!

[lol, i'm trying to hurry up and type this b/c it's my bed time]
haha

so,
i became angry numerous times today.
that i will not dicuss b/c imma fuckin get angry again.
like i'm freakin angry now!
grrr.

so yeah,
me and the siggy went to a rock show today and i feel in love,
jerrit<3
his band was so freakin awesome man.
i was freakin out.
and he can screaaaaam.
agahh!
he's so gorg.

ohh, and i finally sheiked today.
lalaalala;
fiddle diddle balls and tiddle.

*thinks*

laughed till i cried
got a veggie burger meal
saw people throw down.

my day is set.
peace =]

random ass butt monkeys.

okay so i just thought this was an interesting thought.

so today we had hw due,
it was to get an example of a satire
and of course i didn't do it.
lol

so like i started looking through my book bag.
i wasn't really concerned about finding one b/c i knew something would work out.
i was very oppy about it
even though i was being nataki and complaining about it. =]

so i was looking through my book bag,
and what do i find?
my PETA stickers.

the "i am not a nugget" sticker was a perfect satire.
it offered irony, humor, as well as getting a point across.

this is not the first time this has happened.
i had to bring an example of something else in for the same class a couple of months back.
back when i used to wear my PETA button.

ahhh and my PETA button came in handy b/c i got to explain that and get my grade!

haha,
i just thought that was a cool coincidence.
being an animal activist has it's perks.

little brother

yeah homie brah home dawg slip not scully wag donut on the coach smoking the kool-aid straight from the pack being a gangsta b/c his mother stole his last dollar when he went into the kitchen to get some toe jam.

devil=little brother.
woooo!
haha, that reminds me of the mulan movie.

ahhhh.
i'm in a rather good mood.

today was a realllll
low high medium medium low low low medium high high day;
haha, straight like that.

but yeah,
i just made a little rangy scale of my day.
i hate the low low low area
b/c that low low low area happens everyday!
it never fails.
i start to shake,
maybe i'm being possessed by the devil everyday at that time or something.
but jesus fuckin christ it's insane.
that needs to change.

but moving onnn,
ooo, i used the ATM machine for the first time today! =]
insignificant but yeah...

ooo, i finally talked to my infatuation!!!!
i've been meaning to say that for forever!
woooo =]]]]]]
niggas hella pump and shit.
lmfao.

this blog is going down the same path as my other one b4 i changed the link.
ahh, okay imma talk about something important.

ahhh, di♥♥
[yo got accepted to penn state]

you know when your reading stuff and your facial expressions unintentionally changed due to your mood about what your reading?
but anyway, my facial expressions went likee this =] =| =| *head nods* =]..
okay so you pretty get my drift.

but anyway,
hmmm,
i agree.
i agree very much so.
it sucks, but i agree.

once again i've been kind of to myself.

i like talking to people out of regular group.
w/ exceptions.
idy, i get bored.

ahh, me and pb are kinda better.
i can't help but to talk about what i'm not suppose to talk about,
but i mean wtf?
i can't sit there and hear about her shit all the time.
not gonna work.
she'll have to deal.
i have stopped telling her stuff though.

arghh, i get so freakin pissed off when people constantly compare me to morgs.
i mean, you would think after she left i wouldn't have to hear it anymore.
but no sir reeee.
and like wtf, i hear it more now that we both got our hair cut.
like "..yeah stealing morgans hair cut"
or some bullshit like that.

like wtf i got told that today!
i just wanna be seen as my own.
sigh, it will nvr end i guess.
sadsad.

things come and go.<3

i lovelovelove that song by mya.

gahh, so i'm on the cpu kinda early.
i'm actually really tired.
sadsad.

thats why i called out of work yesterday.
i'm just so dead balls tired man,
i need to start going to sleep early but that nvr works out.
like last night after i got finished my hw,
i told myself i was gonna go back to sleep
[i woke up from my nap to do it]
but then like by the time i got finished my hw it was 10
&i wanted to get on the cpu
blahh, so i went to sleep later than i expected.

okay, my aunts outside.
i'll finish laterrrr.


gahh, so it's like almost 5 now,
and i'm about to do my hw.
once again, i'm uberly tired.
sigh.

hmm, i think i'm suppose to go to the mall with morgs tomorrow?!

but anyway,
my fuckin bank changed my pin.

so i was typing the wrong freakin pin the whole time.
good thing that machine didn't take my card or i would have been screwed.

ooo, so nxt week is an all A day week.
&i can't wait!!!
and now that pb drives we don't have to sit in the cafe all 1st period anymore.
woooot!
so she's taking us to Ihop monday morn.
&then on thursday since she doesn't have a 4th pd,
i'm not going to health and we're all gonna go to the mall. =]

i had a pretty good day today,
i guess.
other than me being so freakin tired!

SGA sucked b/c everyone went to the stupid track meet.
but laughing w/ cia and boom made my day.
i miss the four of us [including pb] hanging and junk.
it's always one of us missing.
but w/e

hmm, i don't have anything to blog about.
haha, so imma add my critics to my Hamlet essay,
&i'll bbl.

woo!
i'm done.
ugh, i'm starving.

yah yah,
i keep listening to myas old cd.
gahh,

lmaoo,
so me and my sis were talking about how we used to live with my sperm.
and he's like a heavy sleeper and crap.
haha, so when he used to sleep me and my sis would throw stuff and him.
lmfaooo,
like pennies and slippers and crap and he would nvr wake up.
lmfaaaooo;
i'm dying!

ooo, i have a pretty decent check.
i need to buy another curling iron since my dog likes to eat every fuggin thing!

my friendship necklace disappeared and i know his hungry ass ate it.
smfh.
that dog is something.

gahh,
my blogs on my other blogspot are long as balls.

kk.
so i'm done.
me and my sis are gonna get out woodywoo [insider] on.
lmfaaaoooo!!!!

toodles.<3

hay stacks!

hahahahaha;
so these couple of days have been superrr.
=]

gah,
so i don't really have much to blog about.

i saw the sig,
hung after school.
lalalala, di. =]
lalala, peachy.

soo,
i made vids when i got home.
they don't really have any purpose,
[and no it's not just be in the bathroom again, hardy har har]

so after they upload i shall post.
bam!

smmofohead!

soo i wanted to type this while everything was fresh in my mind.
so i had a good beginning half of my day.
school was =]

but later on everything went down hill.
i mean i'm still in a good mood.
but geez,
dramadrama.

so when me, my mom, and my sis got home.
there was a call from my sis middle school.

it said something like my sis was at the school trying to fight her ex bf.
so basically all this hoopla started.

me and my sis are close,
if she was at the school she would have told me and known that i wouldn't say anything about it.
but she told me that she wasn't there.
and i believe her.

i'm really mad b/c this is some bullshit.

my sis ex bf is crazy.
like wtf when they used to go out he would dedicatedly call the house asking to speak to my sis.
like we would ignore the call and he would just call and call and call.

and like when she would go to sleep early,
he would fuckin IM me acting all crazy tryna get me to wake her up.

[ahh, i will post some of the IM's here when i get a chance]

but the thing is that freakin boy is mad b/c she dumped him.

the people at the mofo school including her ex can't even fuckin tell my mother what she looked like today.
my sis fuckin stands out.
her hair is red and it's bright as hell,
how the fuck do you not notice that if your talking to her dead in her face?
BULLSHIT.

so he fuckin gave my sis name to the principal tryna get her in trouble and shit,
just b/c he's holding some peddy ass animosity against her.
smgdmfhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
argh!

so my mom is taking off of work tomorrow to straighten this shit out.
i can't wait till she graduates.
tisktisk.

i freakin feel like the middle man b/c every time my mom and sis argue i'm just there
yah know?
i can't say anything b/c i don't wanna get in b/w it.
but gah idk...

ahh, i was just typing a note in my phone about this the other day..
when things are good with us,
it's goodddd,
but when it's bad,
ooooh, it's bad.

ahh, but i'm done with that.
yup, yup
i failed today.
hmph.

soo yeah bam,
i love the shock value my hair got today!
my freakin cheeks started hurting from smiling so much.

i'm actually pretty satisfied with my hair,
&i never am.
i def have to keep this up.

but theres always gotta be some freakin hater that gotta say shit.
but i'm over it,
life goes on.

my mofo cut bitch!

lmfao;
i just realized i never verified this account.
smfh.

but woooo;
i got my cuttt!!!

i was really nervous about it while she was cutting it.
i mean like all my hair just came falling down on my shoulders.
but it's all peachy and i love it.
i just hope i can keep it up...

so i kept looking at it in the mirror and i decided to make a vid on my sis camera.
it's not entertaining whatsoever,
but that was suppose to be my blog for the day.
however, youtube takes ages to upload vids...

sooo, whenever i feel like uploading it i'll paste it here.
haha, but for now, this is all i have.


ugh, ew;
i sound like a faggot.
lol;

haha;
peaces<3

lady fucking ga ga

omgawd!
so after i kinda sorta[used very loosely]
got over my dog destroying my life!
>;ooooo

i fuggin remembered that i saw this girl named lady ga ga on mtvjams.
and she was so fuckin hawtt!
sooo;
i have a new love,
and i have to temporarily cheat on al x j.
but i will come back!!

so omgawd her name is Stefani Joanne Germanotta
<333333333

she's soooo cute!
&she's only 22 so it's attainable. =]
akhakahakahakaha

but anyway;
enjoy:




i wanna watch all her youtube vids;
but i'm tired as balls
and i have to wake up early tomorrow morn for my hair appt.
soooo,

yeah bam
safe sex is great sex
look both ways b4 you cross the street
&don't do drugs.

gnite young chaps.

oh goodie!!!

heyyyyy!!!
this is my first blog, of the first month, of the first day of the year!!!
geez, i hope this year works out for the best.

oh yeah;
today marks my:

ONE MOTHERFUCKIN YEAR of being a MOTHERFUCKIN PESCATARIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as you can tell,
i'm pump. =]]]]

ahhh;
i didn't wanna blog for a while.
but that always fails.

i'm actually pretty happy.
woooo;
about motherfuckin time.

everything seems like it's falling into place,
running smoothly and whatnotish.
idk.

i'm extremely content and extra pump.

but bam,
yesterday was cias new yrs. thing.
it was pretty nifty,

though some of our loser* friends didn't show up,
it was cool.

i enjoyed myself. =]
there were times where i didn't wanna be 'in';
gah, but if di♥ wasn't there it would have been slightly blah. =]

soo,
i called microsoft and charlie should be up and running by tomorrow.
i hope she's working by tomorrow morning b/c sitting at that hairdressers is gonna be death.
ooo, i dyed my hair today!
sweeeet.

ughhh,
problem.
i shall find a solution.
i'm temporarily mad.
>;o

MY FUCKIN ZUNE IS WORKING NIGGGGAAA!
oh the fuck yes!!
i missed my charlie<3

found my solution =]
seee, don't be a pessy!
=]]]]]]]
ah yeahhhh!

but anyway,
i need to step my game up and get all my hw finished.
i need to finish bio =/
do my health summaries
anddd do my calc packet.

ohh, and i wanna organize my binder
b/c that shit is shit.
hakahakahakahakaha

urm, bleh.
i'm hungry.
i need to update charlie.
&start on all my shit.

so yeah.
i'm out.
<333