we can't hold back, just give me a second to react!

Ahh, okay i'm in such a better mood!

I have a set plan now and its all thanks to Rinny.

talking to her made me feel so much better,

its nice looking at someone thats going in the same path that I would like to go.

My mind is made up, and I feel very determined now.

I feel a little more like myself and I hope it continues to get better.

Idt my opinion will change any time soon about the people here.

Really, I don't even wanna waste my time talking to people b/c from the personas I'm observing, I'm not gonna like them even if I try to get to know them.

I'm satisfied w/ the friends I have back at home and the few people I tlk to here.

I was never a big mingler anyway.

so IDGAF.

I know I'll start feeling a different way over time, like I always do.

But I'm satisfied with feeling like this at the moment, its not a bad thing..so why change?

keeps my name out of peoples mouths anyway.

but yeah,

i'm secure with the decision and plan that i've made.

so now my worrying has stopped.

I just need to make sure I stay headstrong, be productive and stick to my plan.

So this weekend while I'm making my next semester class list I'll search up some schools and junk.

Ahhh, its gonna take a while to actually get things started but I'm gonna keep faith in myself. :]