looking at my decision to choose penn state altoona, i think it was a mistake.
lol
but a GOOD mistake,
it made me realize what i don't wanna be doing.
ahh, let me just explain.
i don't wanna be here, and i can complain [which i am, and i will continue to do] but i wanna put my feelings into action too.
i'm gonna transfer.
originally my plan was to stay here for another year so i can have enough credits to transfer as a upper-transfer student, but becuase i'm so bored out of my mind here, it made me wanna do more research and i realized that i CAN transfer for fall 2010 with 30 credits.
whooo
so i've narrowed my searches down to two schools,
i'm not gonna say them cause i don't wanna lol
i'm mad b/c i don't wanna go through this whole college process again, sending all my shit to schools.
but the good thing is that when you transfer you don't always have to send them you SAT and ACT scores, so thats one load off.
i'm really gonna put effort into making sure my college essays are good this time. cause before i didn't care. haha
but anywho, making this poor altoona decision has made me realize what i really wanna do.
they don't even have theatre as a fricken minor choice. >;o
and they don't have open auditions for the plays.
to top it all off, its boring, theres nothing to do unless you have a car &even that doesn't suffice
& i feel like i'm in hs again.
like why would i stay here? lol
i could go on man.
the only prob is, i have to sell my mom to let me transfer to either of the two states the schools i wanna go to are in.
blehh, i'm still gonna apply tho. lol
well okay, i'm shaking cause its so cold in my room.
i'm about to do laundry, and then watch set it off since di made me download it.
okie, adios.
-en <3
"everything happens for a reason." :]
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