Life in altoona isn't getting any better for me,
i've lost all my umph, and now idgaf anymore.
i don't wanna fall into dumps and be all depressed up here.
i wanna embrace myself on the outside like i used to do.
altoona downs my mood, and i'm becoming very comfortable with it.
i'm letting people get under my skin and annoy the hell out of me easier than before,
i'm becoming anti-social more and more. and idc about making friends.
i just don't wanna try anymore b/c it feels so comfortable being in this state,
but its not good.
i wanna start broadening my mind to a lot of different things.
i want the nat that i used to be comfortable being to crawl out from the whole inside of me
and show herself once again, just until i can fall back into place.
[i tried to make sense as much as i could, lol]
just so i can start being and feeling myself again.
i know its gonna take a while and alot of forcing.
i feel like my life is all doing loops and i don't have a grip on anything.
i wanna gain control again, i HAVE to gain back control.
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