butterfly fly away.

so since i have this hour alone I just wanted to bloggg.

whoo, very rare on my part.

idk how this is gonna go so just bare w/ me.

i like to think that i'm pretty hard to read, not b/c i think that makes me different or anything, but b/c i believe i am.

i mean if you've known me, or tlked to me for quit some time i'm pretty sure you'd have a very accurate guess on who/how i am.

but i hate when people make assumptions about me,

it just bugs me.

i'm kind of keeping myself closed b/c i really don't want to get to know anybody, and i don't want anybody to get to know me.

i'll fall out of it, but for now thats how i am.

naturally i play everything by my mood,

i pick an outfit out at night thinking i wanna actually get dressed and look nice in the morning,

but when i wake up i just feel like throwing on a hoodie and some jeans.

and other days its vice versa.

the music i listen to is all depending on my mood at the time.

i can be obsessed w/ a song one week, the next week i play the same song and i can't bare to hear it.

most of the time i listen to songs that make me feel calm, and peaceful and other times i wanna listen to something loud so i can shake my fan fan.

haha

it alls depends on what i'm feeling at the moment.

and i just get annoyed when people try to confine me in this box of what they think they know about me.

i don't show people all of who i am, it takes me a while to express myself to people.

even people that you would think that i'm generally close to,

they know alot, but they don't know everything.

i guess thats why i wanna start what i'm starting,

but i'm being very reluctant b/c i don't want to show things that i've always hidden.

but life is about change right?

hmm.