like i start thinking about all the negatives, and i search for reassurance.
my mother tries to sway my decision b/c she doesn't necessarily agree w/ me transferring b/c of the state i wanna go to.
but i feel like if i don't i'm gonna regret it.
this place is starting to grow on me, but i find faults in it everyday,
i guess you can say i'm not giving it a fair chance.
but i def don't hate it as MUCH as i did when i first started,
&i enjoy some of the friendships i've made.
but i feel like if i stay, i'd be settling...giving up
staying here doesn't benefit me in anyway.
the classes are fairly easy, but shouldn't i be challenged a bit?
and the courses i wanna take aren't even offered here.
man, i could go onnnn
but although i find all these faults, i'm still not 100% confident in my decision to transfer.
ahh, idk.
i'm still applying to the SUNY i chose either way,
i just hope i'm making the right decision.
well anyway, i haven't blogged much so let me fill you in!
i've started something,
still in the works b/c i'm trying to manage my time w/it.
i don't necessarily know how i'm gonna follow through w/ it, but its actually kinda fun.
haha
iiii went to UP over the weekend,
and its honestly the best fun i've had thus far.
i tell you, being drunk does make a party like 10 times better.
haha
i don't feel like typing everything i did b/c i have ish to do,
but i fell in love w/ the campus and i'm def gonna visit again.
PLUS miley cyrus is playing there november 5th!
i'm in thereeee, like swimwear!!!
ummm, oh yeah!
i bought a new moon poster!
whoo whoo!
i got jacob <3
initially i said i wasn't gonna get anymore posters but screw that,
when i saw taylors face @ hot topic i went BANANAS!
haha,
well i have mad hw, i gotta clean my room cause my landlords showing off my house tomorrow since none of my housemates [including me] plan on living in here nxt year. lol
&i wanna eat salad and watch WILAY!
so until wheneverrrr,
hasta siempre que!
-en <3
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