idk what to title this. ahehe

 ahahhaha i had to!

piggss<3

hmm, idk if imma post this here or on emkaydien but i just wanted to type it while it's still in my head.

i've acquired a new appreciation for people.

like the people i norm, and still do make fun of.

it's a bad habit, but i admire them so much.

people often say how they stay true to themselves no matter what,

but in some way, shape or form we all give in to whats 'in' or what other people are doing.

like at rhs, just the same as any other school we have those people who just don't seem to fit in.

likeee, urm.

theres this kid that i call 'the harry potter kid'

lmfao.

and even though i make fun of him.

*slaps self on wrist*

i admire him just the same.

that boy dgaf,

he could care less if people don't like how he looks or how he acts.

he's content with himself.

and i know i may just be on the outside looking in and it might be another way than it actually seems, but if he really cared sooo much.

he would have tried to change.

now i don't talk to him at all but my husband does,

and i was listening to their conversation.

he's just like any other kid who likes to play video games &junk.

he may not LOOK like the rest of us.

but i'm pretty sure if we talked to him we might share some things in common.

ohh,

and theres this other kid, urrm, 'big sexy' lmfao!

i think we all know who that is.

[well rhs kids of course]

we'd usually just make fun of him b/c of him not wearing a shirt and how he walks and stuff.

but mannn i give that boy props.

he really DOESN'T give a fuck.

he's been like that since what? 9th grade.

still struttin around with tight beaters and he could careless what people say.

i admire that.

these are some of the genuine people that we often over look b/c they don't look like us.

but if we put aside the rude jokes,

we could learn a thing or two from them.

and i know i do that too.

it's a funny entertaining habit,

but even though i do do it [ahaha]

i still feel a different way about it.

mann, i always think that idgaf and i don't to an extent.

but i mean were all human, can't help it.

i just wanna turn mine down a notch.

i've just been observing people these past couple of weeks.

it's actually kind of fun, but i think it's making me more open-minded.

hmmm, well i'm done.

i think imma just post this here.

lol.

adios.

=]