nvr ending blog...

wooo!
so i wanna make like this little list thing here about myself similar to the blog i made on myspace a while back...purely just to see how much i've changed.

you don't have to read it or w/e
it's really just for personal reasons.

but i will be gradually adding more and more as time goes on.
so bam!

[1] i tend to get really excited when people call me nat.

[2] though i'm still not used to it yet.

[3] i lovelovelove when people compare me to billie holiday. [b/c of the flower in her hair!]

[4] i've always wished i was born in like the whole jazz or 1950's vintage era.

[5] i get annoyed very very easily.

[6] i wanna veer into a classic, edgy, hippeish style.

[7] but more than likely i'm not gonna stick with it.

[8] red nail polish makes me feel strong and classic.

[9] i always have this random urge to stab up my ears. [pierce them]

[10] my gauge smells like brown sugar and stale potatoes. lol

[11] i start shaking at like the weirdest moments. it's really weird. [i'm shaking right now]

[12] i get anxious and nervous to the point where i get really nauseous. hehe

[13] i get so fuckin aggravated when i have to look for shit!

[14] i hate when my sister wears my fuckin clothes w/o fuckin asking me first!!! >;o

[15] i'm kind of rude.

[16] i'm lazy

[17] i lovelovelove sleeping!

[18] ...but i'm always tired

[19] i fricken love BUTTS!

[20] i hate my job, b/c i hate working.

[21] i can't wait till i graduate!!!

[22] emkaydien = ♥

[23] i hate when people call me when i clearly tell them i'm not gonna answer the phone!

[24] i have poor money management skills.

[25] my memory sucks balls.

[26] ...writing on my hand helps sometimes but sometimes i don't pay attention to it.

[27] i become infatuated pretty easily. agah.

[28] i'm more so _-_-_-_-_ than i am _______ right now.

[29] lol, get it?

[30] i fuckin hate going to church.

[31] i haven't watched porn in likeeee a while.

[32] ...but when i do i mostly just download it on utorrents.

[33] sex is actually kinda distance from my mind right now.

[34] i've been a pescatarian for almost a year and 2 months now.

[35] i hate when people say that their veg heads and animal activist and they only stopped eating meat for like 2 weeks and their not even consistent with it. >;oooo

[36] i love the smell of coco butter lotion.

[37] idk how to wash my own clothes. my mom still does it for me. hehe

[38] hehe, i just got the oddest but coolest txt ever. =]]

[39] i wish i could read peoples minds.

[40] sometimes i get annoyed when i get alot of text all at once, esp when i don't feel like texting.

[41] but keep 'em coming, it makes me feel special.

[42] i hate my phone, i just like the qwerty.

[43] omgah! i really have the BEST BEST BEST FUCKIN BEST sig B in the worrrldddd. <33

[44] i'm pretty good at looking at things optimistically, as unrealistic as it may be.

[45] i've been told i have an interesting music taste.

[46] i'm into very tranquil music &screamo music right now.

[47] they complement my peaceful and hype mood.

[48] i love saying 'bitches bout cocky as my dick' lmao 

[49] when i get bored i get really quiet, or i start making random noises. 

[50] i also get quiet when i'm around people i don't norm talk to. 

[51] i love rihanna, lol her music and everything.

[52] i get into songs like really late. i just started liking rehab a couple weeks ago. 

[53] i think aloooottt. i think to the point where i can get my self pretty depressed, and i can think to the point where i make myself really happy.

[54] i love root beer!

[55] i always always always see the number 232 everywhere! i've been seeing it for the past 4 yrs now. i think it means something.

[56] i make wishes at 11:11.

[57] i'm not a morning person.

[58] my music has to be played immensely LOUD!

[60] shadshad is the reason why purple become my favorite color.

[61] i can really live off of pineapples, sushi, stir fry string beans, &fried rice.

[62] when i was in middle school, i used to write really hard, and like my ring finger would get swollen on the skin part underneath my nail. so the doctor told me i had to change the way i write, and now i write with my middle finger! lol

[63] i can scan 15 items per minute. haha

[64] i have to type niice with two i's. [not when i'm doing school shit of course] it looks ugly w/ just one i. idk.

[65] i procrastinate like shit.

[66] i'm very indecisive.