heartbeat, don't beat too loud.

so bam sam jam mam.
woo!
i thought a lot today.

man, i was gonna wait for morgs to blog in the emakydien blog but i know she's gonna take a couple of decades.
she's at home and junk so she'll more than likely blog when she gets back to frostburg and i can't wait that long!!!!

ahh, sundays are the days that make me think the most.
i mean it's my only long shift day that i work.
when i'm in front end i barely say anything to anybody other than my normal
'hi, how are you?' and 'thanks, have a great day' shit that i HAVE to say.
oh, and talking to the other cashiers beside me.
i really don't like to talk there..but since i have to... =/

i'm listening to al x j.
you know what that means?
i'm not so happy over here.
she's helping me vent.
but it's about something thats completely out of my hands,
i'm trying not to dwell.

i really love this blog.
like it's kind of like my open diary.
like i'm actually keeping up with it!
normally when i start a journal i stick with it for a while, and then i stop.
i have like a gazillon unfinished books.
i hate actually hand writing my feelings out.
i'd end up writing alot and then my hand would start hurting
and then my hand writing would go from neat to crap.
and then when i try to look back and reread what i wrote,
i wouldn't be able to b/c i wouldn't understand my handwriting.
lol

but yeah,
this blog is pretty awesome.

i think i wanna start video blogging.
idk, i think thats kinda cool.
imma try it out and see if i like it and such.
i just gotta do it when no ones home and stuff,
b/c i don't want them hearing what i'm saying.

ahh,
i think i sound like a fruit cake too,
i know i'm not gonna like how i sound.
lol, but w/eee. =]

i lost my train of thought.

everyday i find a attribute in pb that i like.
she's actually been there for me this weekend.
it's really sweet,
she'll like call me and check up on me and make sure that i'm okay.
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i love her oodlessss <333

i need to stop this whole gangsta talk b/c it's really becoming an unwanted habit.
okay, imma slap myself everytime i do it.
lol.

ohh,
&i freakin left my school shit in pb's trunk.
lol, ah well.
idrc.

yesterday was pretty cool!
i saw my siggggg<3
she's the buttons to my qwerty.
hehe.

hmmm, so yeah.
i think i'm done.

my moms about to leave,
and my sis is in the room coughing her lungs out.
so woo!
i get to video blog.

peace darlings <3

[i was about to say homies,
had to stop myself]

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