......

ehhh;

shit make me feel somekindaway.

&this is why i keep shit to MYSELF.

i'll blog when i feel like it...

actually,

i hate how people have the mind set that just b/c they beileve this [.......]

thats how it's gonna go.

to me, i see it as being extremely closed-minded 

&believing in only what you think.

yeah i'm sure there have been people to agree that your right.

but i think thats NOT the only way that it could go.

i'm tired of hearing peoples shit.

LOL

even though its purely b/c they care.

i will take it into account.

but my decision will be made by myself.

well since i'm in the mood to rant...

being around you guys still makes me feel awkward.

extremely uncomfortable.

can you tell?

geez, i'm actually enjoying myself.

i can't wait till school is outtt.

things have been going good but i'm still not satisfied.

so i wanna start doing that change thing again.

i wanna be more assertive and speak my mind.

i think i'm veryyy, whats the word..

hmm, i think i come off as easy to belittle b/c i'm not very open about what i think 

&my opinions on junk.

i'm always the one who disagrees but nvr speaks up about it...

or the one that feels a certain way & just lets it happen b/c i'm a bitch... 

does that make sense?

idk how imma change that but look @ that as summer goal numero uno.

i rest assure you more will be on its way.

ooo, summer goal numero dos: 

i wanna start exercissinggg.

taking some runs to food lion.

lololol [insider]

but seriously,

exercising is a MUST.

nat out<3