FRIENDS, how many of us have theeemmm?

so i do this thing where i analyze my friends in my head.
it's unintentionally, but i constantly do it b/c my body wants to protect myself.

i refused to get toiled with or even fucked over.
i want the best of the best to get to know me and by best i mean the people that i find deserve my trust.
and the people that gain my trust get it harder b/c i'm constantly critiquing them on how good of a friend they remain to me.

sooo, i recently changed my blogspot link.
it's been close to about a week or going on one...

but anyway,

i feel like di is the only person i want to talk to right now.
other than the fact that i'm starting to become really close with kay,
di is the only friend that holds my high interest.
it may be b/c i like him, but i think he's realllly cool now.

that sounds really bad b/c i feel like i'm neglecting my sig b,
but thats never really is the case.
i love her oodles,
and like she says, we don't always have to talk everyday.
it just feels weird when we don't..